okay, well, i'm here with my last post, as the title states, yeah, if it bores you, feel free to click the "X" at the top right corner of your screen. well, here goes. To start off, everyone has friends correct? yeah well, so do i. But the kind of friends i have, to put it, pathetic, SELFISH individuals, who only think of themselves and not others. i seriously dont understand why these people are still so popular. its not me being jealous whatsoever, but shouldnt these people be hated by others, looked upon as losers or shunned by friends? well, so very wrong, these people are WORSHIPPED and they call the shots. what did i do to deserve this life? to be honest, noone really knows who i am? inside of me is actually a whole big messy wreck. people usually know me by jon, the kind, honest, nice, blah blah blah blah, and a whole lot of other shit, always there for friends, blah blah blah. these people usually take me for granted, always wanting me to be there for them. if im busy or whatever shit reasons im not able to make it, im not being "steady" or whatever you fuckers call it. i try not to throw my tantrums at people, always controlling my emotions, to be strong and console my friends when they're down. but they never understand, that jon also have his own personal problems to deal with. NOONE understands. when they need me badly, the will shoot those sweet words out, blah blah. when they dont need me, woah, just kick jon aside. i'm seriously sick and tired of all these, but i cant seem to do anything about it. im always trying my best to be a good friend, for example, my friend just broke up with his girl-friend, called me up at 2.00am, was asleep already as i had sch the next day, asked me to keep him company, i cabbed down, yeah he stays in bishan, everyone will think, not very far what, blah blah blah, distance is not a factor, its the fact that he did not even thank me for coming down, and me being me, didnt say anything also. another example, i am a california fitness member, i had the priviledge of inviting my friends to join as trail members for 2 weeks, i called those so-called my "good" friends to join, happy they were, did they thank me? no, all they had to say was, wah this club damn good sia, blah blah blah, alot of babes man, got sauna, blah blah. yes, its true that i do things without expecting people to appreciate, but its so hurting that everything i do for my friends, are not appreciated and NOONE even bothers to thank me. i dont understand why! when they go out, im not even on their call list. but when they called me, i am very happy, can spend the night drinking and talking, and i end up being the butt of their jokes. just to let you know, they dont even call me by my name, what do they call me by? Fatty, Bui Eh, Fat-Shit. sighs. my friends are messing my life up for me, i bet even when i die, noone will weep for me, i promise you that. they will just say, wah he's finally die, the pain in the ass is finally dead. blah blah, sighs. my life is indeed pathetic dont you think? to make things worse, i lost my part-time job, new staff taking over me, "we cant always depend on you, what if one day you cannot work?" blah blah horse shit again. a service captain being replaced by the new staff, embarrassing. aiya, life's a drag la alright, especially if you are living my life. in short, people take me for granted, they NEVER take me seriously, push me around, blah blah blah. and in short again, my FRIENDS are messing my life up. the only people i love in this world are very very little, my dear little meimei zitian, 6 years and going strong, i understand that she is mugging really hard for her A's and not talking to me anymore, but i understand. just want to let you know that i love you! you study hard and get good results okay! im always praying for you. 2nd would be my dearest cousin jolene, always there for me, always there to wake me up, i love you! 3rd would be my mum and dad, always there to support me in whatever i do, i appreciate that! love you guys. and lastly, lynette. my ex-girl-friend, although she has a bf already, just want to let her know that she will never be forgotten in my heart and im always waiting for her, i love you! this concludes the ending of this post, i think this would be my last post, to all the important people in my life, take good care of yourself! i love you guys alright! take care and god bless, -jon                                          

 ahahaha im back after another long absence, due to my lovely and dearest mei mei's tagging, here i am again. well, the week was okay, worked only twice last week, which was a miracle, LOL, and also attended qilun's chalet on friday, it was a bomb, black label, absolut vodka, chivas regal, sting ray, WILD BOAR MEAT, BLACK PROMFRET, oh man, seriously, i couldnt remembered when was the last time i had so much. the dar before, went shopping with dear waiyin, bought myself a pair of stussy cargo shorts and a maui and sons lime green t-shirt, SWEEETTT. alright, more work coming up, and also projects are due soon, so cya around, and ciao, take care y'all, god bless. -jonathan.                                          

 hi everyone, jon's back from a very very long absence, ya la mei, absence makes the heart fonder don't you think? i saw your tag, and decide i should update for you. FOR YOU ONLY. see, im so nice, if you happen to be reading this, please go to your very nice kor friendster and add him a testimonial, thank you. alright, sorry to my beloved blog followers( do i have any?) that have given up reading my blog, LOL. this past few months has been a hassle la, i have to juggle between work and sch, it has really been hectic. hmm, oh yeah, i also shifted to my new hse alr, my new room is really cosy with the right colours and i also have a really cool display cabinet where my diecast car models and throphies are kept, mei, when you coming over? IDIOT. anyways, shall stop here, nothing much to say anyways, take care y'all, and god bless. -jonathan                                          

 orange is such a wonderful colour! ahaha! yeah, that's the colour of my zen micro la, sense of satisfaction after buying it, its like after soooo long la! ahaha! alright, time to update, the last weekend was cool and fun. SSC had a mayday aka labour day funfair! me and chao zhong was in charge of the stall selling local snacks, muah chee, curry puffs, chicken pie, wa ko kueh. yeah! and i was known as the muah chee chef for that day la, ahahahahaha! cos they said that i was really doing it like a professional, ahaha! LOL man! Chao zhong and wee liat said that i can go and sell my muah chee in the pasar malam la! wth! anyways, the funfair was pretty fun and enriching la, learnt new stuff and i also enjoy serving my fellow banquet staff the muah chee i prepared for them! cool shit la! CZ and WL was so damn jealous becos i served this hot chick her muah chee, ahaha! sorry bros, who asked you to take those chicken wings! LOL. anyways, work at ssc is very very fun, fun colleagues, and very down-to-earth people. and svc captain ying jian keeps on calling chef jon! lol. SSC BANQUET TEAM, BAO KA LIAO!! LOL. peace.                                          

 just dyed my hair! nice!! it was fun working in singapore swimming club(banquet team), made new friends who are so kind and helpful! thanks alot girls, especially huimin and lesley! you girls rock! and to lesley, can you stop being so violent? lol! just becos i imitate your laughter you hit me so hard! crazy girl! you girls rock la! huimin too, so helpful, and always carrying the lovely smile on her face, really brightens up my day! lol! SSC ROCKS! see you girls at work man! peace.                                          

 no i'm not okay, this few days has been bad and lousy. everything sucks, life has never been fair. fuck.                                          

 finally its all over, the job and all, i must admit i have fun riding the segway, doing stunts, e-braking in front of couples and speeding off before they can say, "WTF?!?!?!" ahaha, michelle has been really a good mentor and colleague, chatting and crapping like nobody's business, doing our rounds and criss-crossing each other at turnings, lol, thanks alot! well, life's pretty boring now,i'm not enjoying at all, i just want to live my life in peace, but there are lots of obstacles in the way, sighs* its really that difficult. the only fun thing about my life now is the segway job, just zooming around like nobody's business and showing those caucasian punks how a segway instructor like me ride and accelerate from 0-20 km/h in less than 2 seconds, and e-braking in 0.8 sec. that's my job at the roadshow, believe it.